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©2006-2009 ~Renegade-Splat
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I'm not a monster.

"At the time of fullness, clease the world with my rage. Prepare for the ritual od the holy assumption..."

Alright, so I took everything I didn't like about myself, and I put it into one thing. Explination starts here. -> the hands are sewn together, because no matter what I do, it doesn't work because something is holding me back, hence why they're sewn. The heel part of me the flesh is torn from it because the heel bone disturbs me... The veins and arteries in the leg are showing because veins are gross.. The eye's on the knees are there so I don't have to stare at my knees, I don't like them. There's no stomach on this monster because I don't like mine, It bothers me and I wish I could tear it out. The cages on the feet represent my mind, caged and it seems i'm not allowed out of it. The creature has no bottom jaw because even if I tried to talk and express myself, no one would understand or listen, without a bottom jaw it makes it almost impossible to form words. The skin on the thumb is gone because It goes in my mouth too often, and it bothers me. The creature's tongue is carroded because mine is too, and it looks gross and disturbing, from when I eat acidic things. The large ears represent I am a listener, but the cloth over the ears represents alot of things, such as my parents fighting alot, people calling me names and so on. The only thing about me I couldn't desicrate was my eyes, they go from normal tears, to tears of blood, which represents the part of my life where I 'Creid Blood', it means that every time I cried, I used to cut myself somewhere not noticable. Now i'm fine. The spikes on the back of the creature are there because I hate how I slouch constantly.

I'm not a monster, just slightly disturbed.

So I made this into a character, he's a silent hill zombie now.

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:iconblue-prodigy:
I love this one alot. I'm glad I could help you create it. It feels good to take all of that negative energy and make it in a form people can see to know thats how you feel! I really love this pic and I hope now people will understand you a little better now that it has a form. ^,^ I love you Splattles!

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There is an idea of me, some kind of abstraction, but there is no real me, only an entity, something illusory, and though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping you ...I simply am not there...
:iconthetallestblue:
Nice! o-o I'd hate to have one of those jump at me...
:iconcanadianrocker:
aww becca, we love you, your a great person and i dotn know where id be without you.

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did you know bananas grow upside down?
:icondeathecho:
..I want your art skills! D<

Awesome picture. <3

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You're perfect, yes it's true. But without me, you're only you. Your menstruating heart, it ain't bleeding enough for two.
:iconalisea:
o.O some people seem to have not read the description... but anyways..
I'm glad that you at least got it out into a picture or something.. instead of cutting like you use to.. :) I love you becca!
:iconrenegade-splat:
I didn't expect them to read it, it's pretty long, and thanks! love you too.

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ಠ_ಠ
I was a hand gernade that, never stopped exploding.
:icontsunamiarchfiend:
what to say... ::smiles:: nothing wrongwith drawing what the bad tings are of one person and like you said not a monster just disturbed naw.. just normal to me

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Maybe... when your heartless you.. are completely los...t
to message me send me a note or else my name wont show up on your buddylist on aim, why because my options are set to block unless your on my list
Little Brother ~Captain-Trident
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You are BEAUTIFUL becca I love you!!!

stolen tears
:iconartema:
I told you already, but I do love this piece. Wonderful composition, so stark and so complex and beautifully grotesque all at once. Your description completes it and your explanations only add to the emotion of this piece. You've shown how you see yourself to the world and that's a powerful thing.

-snuggle-

Totally +fav.

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